SO today's been very well....off. I have been so sick an hazzy an dizzy all day long. But i did get to talk to me love today. Have not been on the phone that long with him in a sooooo long. An it was nice to do so...i really miss him. But my poor angel is sick T.T. I feel so bad i wish i could be there to take care of him. I miss the old days when me an him would curl up in bed an watch adult swim an fall asleep. I miss my angel so much an i hate not being there with him. But i am trying to do better i am trying to be stronger an independent like he wants me to be. I am trying to make a life so that i know we will be ok. I want to be able to help him instead of being useless. Thats why i am going to go to collage. I want to make him proud of me an i want to be the girl he not only needs but wants as well. We will have what we always said or what he has always told me "One Day". That will not be our happy ending but our perfect beginning. An I want to make sure i am able to give him everything he wants. If you ever stumble upon this love.... I promise you just as you promised me. I love you my scabbed angel always have an always will.
Your Loving Dark Angel
Dahlia
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