might have missed out

is it possible i might have missed out on something truly magical? I had a chance at something so grand a sweet and innocent but because of current situations i couldn't do it. Its not that i didn't want to i really couldn't do it. And now its gone again for the second time........and im still stuck with the one that im unsure about. its complicated but for who ever gets it i really do wish them all the best and hope they are happy.