Through Suicidal Eyes

First post.......a new start
In here You will see the world through my eyes. Then maybe you will see what its like to be on the other side. And all i can do is hope to become help to those who stay in the shadows as i do.

I guess first off would be to tell you a bit about my self..............You may call me Dahlia
I am 24
I have been through many problems in my short life time. Most recent one is my mother passed away not to long ago. She died from Cervical Cancer.......it was heart breaking.
I have dealt with suicide and self injury for about 11 years now......and it really never gets any easier for me. I have learned how ever to cope and deal with things in my own way. Things get harder and i have not gotten better.......just surviving day by day. Bad things have happen in my past to make me the way i am today in witch i will explain on a later date. Not sure why i really started this.......not sure with whats going on if i will be able to keep up with it. But i will do my best to post.