BOARD

So when boardom sets in tell me what is there to do? Sure i can go through one of the many boxes in my room as is i am living in basically a storage room. But then i run the risk of going through things that will set me in a state of mind i should not and don't want to be in. Then there is sitting here and thinking also hazardous to my health.........sure i can always go out side drive around and find something to do. But what now a days dose not evolve money to go do? Plus i know NO ONE where i am so there's no hope with hanging out with friends. Yeah i can go out side and try to make friends but around here people are either to old or way to young. I have yet to see any one even remotely like me where i am now. Sure you may label me as goth as most people do when they look at me. I see me as me unique in my own seance considering my insane mind. And what labels a person insane or for more thought what labels a person in general? Sure you can go with a clever note and say its their mind set and how they act and you would be lying.........sure that might have something to do with it at the end but you can't tell me you dont look at a person and think something else of them before even uttering a single word to them. Mostly every one labels everyone else but just how they look......someone can look like a total bitch and that's how you view them......or a loser or loner........And don't say you don't and you don't judge people before speaking because that to would be a lie. Sure you may think that way and think you are but don't tell me you have never once looked at someone and automatically thought something else of them. I know this because the worlds never going to change.....and i remember going through school where half the people thought i was either going to kick their ass was a witch or a complete loser. Now if anyone of them would actually get to know me they would know i am the most harmless person you will ever meet and could hurt no one but my self. I am loyal and go to any lengths to see the people i care about happy.......guess you can say i care to much witch can also be hazardous to my health. Well i am going to stop blabbering and find something to do that dose not involve sleep before my eyes pop out of my head and i lose any seance of sanity that i have left.